it's the fourth day in a row i have found myself lying in my bed.
unable to get up for more than small bouts.
during this time television has not been appealing,
so i'm normally surrounded in silence.
i've never been a big tv fan, sorry to those of you who live by your daily line-ups.
but it's sort of peaceful.
it also is making me plot evil things against panera and their food-cleanliness,
but i'll pray for forgiveness,
i promise.
food poisoning is lame.
so is being in your room for long periods of time...
especially when the majority of your friends are within walking distance.
today joy got me out of the room. it was really funny. i was a little loopy.
which maybe explains tonight.
i was trying to do a little bit of laundry before i got exhausted again.
mainly because i have this insatiable need for things in my room to be clean.
...but as i was folding, i got a text message.
woo hoo, throw me a party.... but for some reason, i didn't get up.
instead, in my tiredness, i just started to guess who it could be from.
for some reason that was way-entertaining.
it could be from my parents or sisters just checking in.
or a friend telling me a funny phrase or two
or it could be a friend who i haven't heard from in a while
or a resident needing help from their trusty r.a.
or a million other things.
things it could not be?
God, a dead person, my boss, etc.
but what did i want it to be? what was i hoping for?
i think that's what i'm still hung up over.
it ended up being a friend booking a flight for our trip in a month
but still, why did i get so curious about it all.
i'll keep thinking. as i sleep.
it's probably nothing, curse you, panera bread. :-(
