Friday, October 10, 2008

+she started breaking but she still won't let it show

the best question i can think of lately is if thinking too much wears down and hurts your mind or if it challenges it and pushes it to new places that you haven't ventured before?

i pray that it is the challenging option, but to me it always feels like the wearing down option.

learning history.
talking to people.
reassessing.
relearning.
understanding.
getting mad and being joyful.

but a constant feeling that something big is on the horizon.
very big. so big i'm not allowed to know yet?
that's just how my bones feel.

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